It’s too late to fix this.
What’s the point?
This is all so pointless.
Sorry I tried so hard.
Just next time that I see you,
just remind me not to act just like I care.
All those memories you killed.
You’re just burning bridges you helped build.
And everything that I say,
I hope it brings you back to that one day.
All I have left to do is to just keep
reminding myself to forget about you.
I try to find myself
In the shadows of my room
But I was suffocated by
Knee deep, I’m losing sleep
Can’t find yourself when you’ve lost everything
I’m hanging on to all your words
Beneath the sheets you buried me
I’m suffocating quietly
Is this record on repeat
You left me with the weight of the world to lift
I’m burning down all of these memories
Throw the ashes out to sea
Forget that you said you’d never change anything
I hope it kills you to know
that I’m doing worse than the day before
I force myself to sleep
But when I wake up
you still won’t be with me
But in my dreams you remembered my name
Let me be the first
Let me be the last
Let me be the last thing you forget.
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